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This.

I feel like an idiot now. This has not been a good week. It started off so well though.

FUCK THIS!

I need to leave this all behind. I need to leave. I need to be myself again because right now being myself is eating me away inside.

Yes.

Aidan should buy me more subway.

21st of march.

Just a few words to sum up what's going on lately.

I'm nearly 20. WTF.
I need to shave.
I'm so bored of doing nothing but going on my xbox and laptop. Actually getting so sick of them.
Few partays and nights out recently. All were very enjoyable. Love seeing my favourite people getting kDrunk.
I still despise being single and I wish there was some way things could go back to the way they were.
My mam caught a mouse yesterday, those cunts bleed so much.
I had my last lecture of DT425 (Pharmacy technician for those of you who aren't in the know).
I got my work placement in Boots Pharmacy in the Ilac shopping centre.
I am looking forward to it but I am also nervous.
I feel like I have grown up so much in the last 3 years. Some things (mostly someone) has made this happen.
As I just went to walk to the toilet right there. My right leg was numb and I lost my balance and fell. I lol'd it off naturally.
Eddy quit swimming, He realised he was shit.
I am still not a ninja :(

10.03.2010

I'm feeling better today.

shit

The more I think about all of this, the more I wanna break down and cry.
I've fucked things up royally on so many levels.