Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
21st of march.
Just a few words to sum up what's going on lately.
I'm nearly 20. WTF.
I need to shave.
I'm so bored of doing nothing but going on my xbox and laptop. Actually getting so sick of them.
Few partays and nights out recently. All were very enjoyable. Love seeing my favourite people getting kDrunk.
I still despise being single and I wish there was some way things could go back to the way they were.
My mam caught a mouse yesterday, those cunts bleed so much.
I had my last lecture of DT425 (Pharmacy technician for those of you who aren't in the know).
I got my work placement in Boots Pharmacy in the Ilac shopping centre.
I am looking forward to it but I am also nervous.
I feel like I have grown up so much in the last 3 years. Some things (mostly someone) has made this happen.
As I just went to walk to the toilet right there. My right leg was numb and I lost my balance and fell. I lol'd it off naturally.
Eddy quit swimming, He realised he was shit.
I am still not a ninja :(
I'm nearly 20. WTF.
I need to shave.
I'm so bored of doing nothing but going on my xbox and laptop. Actually getting so sick of them.
Few partays and nights out recently. All were very enjoyable. Love seeing my favourite people getting kDrunk.
I still despise being single and I wish there was some way things could go back to the way they were.
My mam caught a mouse yesterday, those cunts bleed so much.
I had my last lecture of DT425 (Pharmacy technician for those of you who aren't in the know).
I got my work placement in Boots Pharmacy in the Ilac shopping centre.
I am looking forward to it but I am also nervous.
I feel like I have grown up so much in the last 3 years. Some things (mostly someone) has made this happen.
As I just went to walk to the toilet right there. My right leg was numb and I lost my balance and fell. I lol'd it off naturally.
Eddy quit swimming, He realised he was shit.
I am still not a ninja :(
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
shit
The more I think about all of this, the more I wanna break down and cry.
I've fucked things up royally on so many levels.
I've fucked things up royally on so many levels.
8th of march.
I am actually in such a fuckin bad mood now.
I'm getting blamed for shit that is absolutely out of my control and the worse thing is I actually feel bad about it. I feel bad for it because someone I care about a lot is angry at me and I can't do anything to fix it. It's not my fault I am the way I am. I can do as much as I can to change myself and try be a better person, But I cannot change this. This is stuck with me for life. This feeling inside of me won't go away. I hate that people look down on me for it and people don't understand it.
This has actually been the worse year ever. I've let everyone down.
I'm getting blamed for shit that is absolutely out of my control and the worse thing is I actually feel bad about it. I feel bad for it because someone I care about a lot is angry at me and I can't do anything to fix it. It's not my fault I am the way I am. I can do as much as I can to change myself and try be a better person, But I cannot change this. This is stuck with me for life. This feeling inside of me won't go away. I hate that people look down on me for it and people don't understand it.
This has actually been the worse year ever. I've let everyone down.
Monday, March 1, 2010
1st of march
I'm in such a rut lately. No work experience so I do nothing else then just play xbox. I enjoy playing xbox and all but I'd rather not have it be a clearly consistent part of my life. I like just playing with the lads when there's nothing else to do. But I'd RATHER have stuff to do. Obviously.
Gotta few birthdays and shit coming up and I'm looking forward to it all, Seems like I don't see a lot of my friends lately and I hate that. Need to put in the effort and spend some quality time with them, Quality time is almost always drunk time, which I'm totally Pro at btw.
My 20th birthday is creeping up on me. I don't wanna be 20 =/
I feel old and shit. Nearly finished college (about 2 years before most of my mates). I feel like I'm growing up way too quick. I'd love another year or two college but come october I should be qualified to do exactly what I wanna do. Which has good and bad points obviously. I hope I can get somewhere to work pretty soon after becoming qualified, I wanna settle into a job as quick as I can yano. Just get myself busy.
óG.
Gotta few birthdays and shit coming up and I'm looking forward to it all, Seems like I don't see a lot of my friends lately and I hate that. Need to put in the effort and spend some quality time with them, Quality time is almost always drunk time, which I'm totally Pro at btw.
My 20th birthday is creeping up on me. I don't wanna be 20 =/
I feel old and shit. Nearly finished college (about 2 years before most of my mates). I feel like I'm growing up way too quick. I'd love another year or two college but come october I should be qualified to do exactly what I wanna do. Which has good and bad points obviously. I hope I can get somewhere to work pretty soon after becoming qualified, I wanna settle into a job as quick as I can yano. Just get myself busy.
óG.
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