8th of march.

I am actually in such a fuckin bad mood now.
I'm getting blamed for shit that is absolutely out of my control and the worse thing is I actually feel bad about it. I feel bad for it because someone I care about a lot is angry at me and I can't do anything to fix it. It's not my fault I am the way I am. I can do as much as I can to change myself and try be a better person, But I cannot change this. This is stuck with me for life. This feeling inside of me won't go away. I hate that people look down on me for it and people don't understand it.
This has actually been the worse year ever. I've let everyone down.