1st of march

I'm in such a rut lately. No work experience so I do nothing else then just play xbox. I enjoy playing xbox and all but I'd rather not have it be a clearly consistent part of my life. I like just playing with the lads when there's nothing else to do. But I'd RATHER have stuff to do. Obviously.

Gotta few birthdays and shit coming up and I'm looking forward to it all, Seems like I don't see a lot of my friends lately and I hate that. Need to put in the effort and spend some quality time with them, Quality time is almost always drunk time, which I'm totally Pro at btw.

My 20th birthday is creeping up on me. I don't wanna be 20 =/
I feel old and shit. Nearly finished college (about 2 years before most of my mates). I feel like I'm growing up way too quick. I'd love another year or two college but come october I should be qualified to do exactly what I wanna do. Which has good and bad points obviously. I hope I can get somewhere to work pretty soon after becoming qualified, I wanna settle into a job as quick as I can yano. Just get myself busy.

óG.